I just feel so overwhelmed. So overwhelmed that I did something that some might think of as drastic, I'm taking a week long break from Facebook. I'm seeing things on there that I don't like and reminders of old friends and what they've done to me. It is constantly being thrown in my face, people may say I had it coming but that doesn't make it hurt less.
I want a break from everything. We're going on an overnight trip in February and a week long road trip at the end of March, they can't get here fast enough. The mistakes I've made in the past are just glaring me right in the face everywhere I look, including Facebook, work, etc. etc. etc. I just want move on and feel like I don't get a choice right now, it's not allowed of me.
Everyday all day all I want to do is be home laying on the couch with my hubby, playing games on our iPods together. I think this is a huge reason why I've decided to start making the plans towards quitting my part-time job. I need more free time in the evenings, at home with my husband. For instance, right now I could be sitting in my living room curled up with a book with my puppy while my hubby and his son play a video game in the same room, then I could pack meals for tomorrow, lay out clothes, not feel rushed in the morning.
Oh well, I'm working towards this, I guess it's not something that can happen overnight.
In other news I have all my meals planned out for next week (1/25 - 1/29). I plan meals for weeknights, make enough for lunch the next day for me, plan breakfasts and maybe plan meals for Saturday. Sunday night we always eat dinner at hubby's brother's house, Saturday we bowl or I work, so really I only have to plan 4-5 weeknight meals. With my Monday school schedule I'm having hubby just heat himself up something and eating a Lean Cuisine when I get home from school.
Monday - 1/25
B: Cheesed-up Pepperoni Scrambled Eggs (Hungry Girl recipe)
L: Lean cuisine
D: Lean cuisine
Tuesday - 1/26
B: Fiber One muffin and yogurt
L: Lean cuisine
D: Lemon Pepper Chicken and stuffed pepper (just filled with veggies)
Wednesday - 1/27
B: Cheesed-up Pepperoni Scrambled Eggs
L: Lemon Pepper Chicken and stuffed pepper
D: Ham & Spinach couscous and steamed lemon broccoli
Thursday - 1/28
B: Creamy hot apple with granola (Hungry Girl recipe)
L: Ham & Spinach couscous and steamed lemon broccoli
D: Cajun shrimp, corn and baked cauliflower
Friday - 1/29
B: Creamy hot apple with granola
L: Cajun shrimp, corn and baked cauliflower
D: Chicken, veggies and tortellini & spinach salad
Saturday - 1/30
B: Cinnamon roll, fruit and coffee
L: Chicken, veggies and tortellini
D: Snacks at wine tasting event - Something to look forward to! My sister-in-law and I go with a group of girlfriends to this every year. We have such a blast, for $25 you get 10-12 tickets to taste wines and a load of appetizers are there all evening. It is such a fun time and I'm glad I get to do this with this group of ladies, wish it was more often though!
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